* MY BIRTHDAY MORNIN PREMONITION *

I had a awesome n great Birthday arranged by my little sis.. It was great, Awesome is the word hehe, I played poker with my boayz until we got to the high light of the evening.. Me - winning hahaha, anyways, It was a great day endning with the usual - Pubz, Clubz etc. Now this is most intresting part, messt up and intresting.

On the day after my birthday I woke up and realized just how much I love my life, I LOVEEE MY LIFE.. I love my age, where I am at, and Then and There I got, I had a vision of the past and future. My future.. Saw it.. I know,, fuckt up.. wack.. but still, fuckt up as it is it still the truth.. I dont know if what I saw will happen, but if it happens or wont I still wont say anything to fuck up the shit I saw, the road of my soul. This awesome road. but if what will happen will happen or not, I dont know. What I know I saw all my past as it really was.. So isnt the chance that is the future great, my future.. And what a great future it is =) hehe, Lets hope it was nt a dream =) Shit was soooo real.. was also scary,, yet calming... I also usally like to believe that we create our own future ;) meaning we can destory our future, the god given fri will. Anyways what I am trying to say is that I love where I am, proud of where I have been, how far I have came and hope continues in the way of what I saw. That awesome future.. I am blessed... Thank you God.. Thank you Mother..

It was like a dream, yet still I was awake.. yes I know - wack.. But It was soo fuckin cool..

Yeaah, I know what some of you guyz are thinkin, What had I had to drick that night and how much.. haha, ok, Alot but still, I had it when I was sober =) HA.. hehe.