MY SIN CITY - IT´S 2 KINDZ OF CRAZY

* THE LAND OF THE WICKED *

Seriously, This is a wicked wicked place and a awesome place to party, club or do what ever you want.. Picture Sin City but one without the guns but more beers hahaha, yeaa well thats the image.. Wicked Ey?! ;) I suspect I will never leave this place and if you guyz do nt be-lee me,,, Come come here and I ll take you on a ride that you ll never forget, n never wanna leave.. And if you doo, you will wish you stayed with me ;) hahah... God bless Oslo...The most great thing of all are the memberz in the gang... The Onez. The Onlyz.. The Choozen heheh... Loooooooooooooooove Dis CITY... Own diz city Own Own Diz City... Lovin iT!

Bless

* MY BIRTHDAY MORNIN PREMONITION *

I had a awesome n great Birthday arranged by my little sis.. It was great, Awesome is the word hehe, I played poker with my boayz until we got to the high light of the evening.. Me - winning hahaha, anyways, It was a great day endning with the usual - Pubz, Clubz etc. Now this is most intresting part, messt up and intresting.

On the day after my birthday I woke up and realized just how much I love my life, I LOVEEE MY LIFE.. I love my age, where I am at, and Then and There I got, I had a vision of the past and future. My future.. Saw it.. I know,, fuckt up.. wack.. but still, fuckt up as it is it still the truth.. I dont know if what I saw will happen, but if it happens or wont I still wont say anything to fuck up the shit I saw, the road of my soul. This awesome road. but if what will happen will happen or not, I dont know. What I know I saw all my past as it really was.. So isnt the chance that is the future great, my future.. And what a great future it is =) hehe, Lets hope it was nt a dream =) Shit was soooo real.. was also scary,, yet calming... I also usally like to believe that we create our own future ;) meaning we can destory our future, the god given fri will. Anyways what I am trying to say is that I love where I am, proud of where I have been, how far I have came and hope continues in the way of what I saw. That awesome future.. I am blessed... Thank you God.. Thank you Mother..

It was like a dream, yet still I was awake.. yes I know - wack.. But It was soo fuckin cool..

Yeaah, I know what some of you guyz are thinkin, What had I had to drick that night and how much.. haha, ok, Alot but still, I had it when I was sober =) HA.. hehe.

* TRUE LOVE? *

LOVE. I don t know about that shit but I know, really really know how much that shit hurts.. I have discussed this with married couples, older as well as young couples, divorced, partners, ladys, men, and all pointed out one major fact to me. If you are going to enter a relationship, make sure that you know the consequences, that when and if the love story ends, apart of you disapears, as a matter of fact 65% of your self disapears, and this because when one enters a relationship the word I, Me, Myself disapears and is replaced with WE, US and everything is we this, we that, we, we, we, and Me & I disapears, THIS is the reason why one falls apart when the we is gone. You lose a soul mate some how, you loose/lost your We self identity, And this is the reason of depression, and thats why the coming next 4, 6 months even more for some, people spend the time being depressed, Not knowing that this empty space they fill is the old 65% of the WE they have lost and They have nt found their old 65 % of me yet - hence the depression. The self identity, the 65 % of ME, the 65 % we had replaced with WE and the fear that we are losing the right one, and for some the fear of being alone etc. are the most common reasons of depression in break ups. But the personality - WE and ME part is worst, so I think. So next time I enter a relationship.. I will.. I repeat.. I will NOT enter one for a while.. I hope hehe, and I will not enter one if its not for a long term loving relationship.. possible wifey kinda shit.. :P hehe, Love is hurtful if its not for the long run. Sooo hurtful that I have VOW - promise to just live tha LA VIDA LOCA & just enjoy while I spread my wings and Rule.. =) hehe
Bless ..
Thx Father.. Thx Mother

* THE LOVE, HATE, LIKE, DISLIKE *

• The first and foremost in my life is my family and those close to my heart. The rest is just Rubbish! hehe, love that word! anyways the activity and things I like are typical things;
  
  GYM - Its a great fillin 2 fill the blood pumpin through the muscles. To us Men its just like when you women get that chocolate/Food orgasm, but weight-lifting orgasm haha XD - That was redickles heheh! but half true ;)
  
  PARTY - If you love to live! Then you sure do love to Party ;) Of course we love to party with our friends first and foremost! But we love to party with everyone as long they are happy and fun strangers! hehe :D
  
  BASKETBALL - Just like dogs we are simple, simple minded creatures that looove chasing balls, We 2 get trills by chasing a redickles ball! But WE LOVE IT!! hehe! -The funny side of it is that we laugh at dogs coz their simply and easly amuzed, not realizing that we too are that stupid. I Love to chase and play with my stupid ball :P
  
  TRAVEL - The Best Thing in WORLD! Loooove iT!! If you dont love to travel then you are iether somebody that have never traveled, a coward, a oneway minded nationalist
  "My country is the best country in the world" type of fool. The rest of you people! you know what Im talkin about! You knoo, you knoo heheh! ;)
  
  * FOOTBALL - Yet again as simple mind fools! We loooove chasing the stupid ball hehe :P But trust me though -once a baller always a baller ;)
  
  MOVIES - Now Mike is a little bit picky about what he sees - NOT heheh, but seriously I like; Comedy, Action, Sciencefiction, thriller, a little bit of Horror and very very little Drama, I think theres already to much horror and drama in the world, So when I am to relax and disapear into the movie world, I DONT want to disapear into more horror and drama... Life is filled with that shit as it is. What I WANT is to disapear into is what we dont have in reality, I want to escape to my little bubble world where everything is possible and everyting is incredible, great and amazing. Movies that are Wow, Happy, Magical or Funny, Exicting or thrilling, Adventure or Fastasy and Disney and sometimes, rarely but occasionally some love stories. Again, a world thats diffrent from this one ;) A Wiseman once said - Why pay to scream and cry when I can pay to laugh and enjoy myself.. hehe, That Wiseman was my Grandfarther.
  
  TV SHOWS - Same thought as movies ;)
  
  MUSIC - Loooove music, if its RnB, Hiphop, Classical, Jazz, Blues, Reggae, I just love lessenin, dancin, singin and rapin haha, yes I rap too, :P hehe love it and love making music. Sometimes I wish I had my own studio *suck* - some day I will or might :P
  
  DANCE - Boy do we love dancin, old as young, small or big, we all love to dance! One does not need to be good at dancin in order to shake the boody and enjoy themselves hehe, Its redickles how filled with Joy and Happiness we get by shakin our bodys in diffrent directions haha, in other words dancin! But We LOVE it! Yet again proving how simple minded creatures we are. Besides - Music Heals and Speaks to Our Souls, While Dancin is Expressing the Filling your Soul has while you Are Moved by the Music. ;)
  
  MARTIAL ARTS - Need I say more...
  I love martial arts, training it, watchin it
  whatever - Love it!! I the order of; Thai Boxning, Boxning, Kendo, Krav Maga, Kung fu, Tai Chi, Ju-Jitsu, Shoot Fighting and so on, hehe, could continue, lets skip it ;) for your sake ;) But What I really really love is The Samurai`s - The way they lived for honor, the respect gave & resived, the way the fought with and for pride and honor. In my eyes, They is no perfect defination of a real man than a true Samurai. Some might have been swords for hire but the honor, pride and sense of right bound them to never harm women & children as well as never stabbing opponents in the back or when they were already down.
  For me a Samurai is and was a perfect defination of what a real man is or should be. The Samurai were Fearless men, Strong yet Honorable, Fighters yet graceful & Respectful, Men with a sense of right & whom stood up for what they believed in, or just fought honorably for their Masters. Ninjas were the class under Samurai`s, also known as the backstabbers.
  
  BOOKS - I like mostly books with either scientific artikals, technology, business, poems, wise mens thoughts, historie, knowledge, or adventure and fantasy ;)
  
  DESLIKE & HATE;
  
  * Racism,
  * Prejudism,
  * Mindless pricks, leaders & etc.
  * Wars,
  * Extremly very Lazy people,
  * People that wont fight back.
  * People that give up,
  * People that accept failure,-and will rather live with failure than try to overcome it.
  * People that hate for no reason,
  * People that destory for other people,
  * People that wont fight for a better world or a better life.
  * People that love their own civil rights but do not wish the same rights for others.
  * People that are blind sighted and cant see in or from other pointerviews, for example see in Grey, or Black White and Grey,- they can only see things in own way, their way, one way, iether only black or just white etc. Those people tend to annoy me, though I should know better.

THE BEGINNING OF MY BLOG. THE PROLOGUE

THIS IS WHO I AM, MY SOUL, HEART & MY THOUGHTS.

******* AND SO IT BEGINS *******

* MY STORY BEGINS IN KENYA, WHEN A KING MEETS A PRINCESS *

The story begins when a mixed, strong and proud man, a king in his own world meets and falls for a beautiful Indian princess in the darkness of Africa. The fact that they were from different worlds didn’t stop their love for one another. My Mother being a Indian woman and a Christian married and run away with my Farther, a Muslim, a business man and a General in Rwanda. And my story began one great morning in Nairobi, Kenya, when my Queen, my mother gave birth to a baby boy. A proud King, My farther was so happy and since I was he’s first born I got he’s name as a middle name. That is the great morning that I opened my eyes for the first time, oblivious of what’s to come. My Parents named me the day I was born. Michael L. G. N. Sandhu, in short. I grew up travelling, experiencing different things, everything from different cultures, people to wild life experiences. And the reason was because my Farther was a General and a business man. I grew up playing with snakes, Maasai children, Maasai hunters, monkeys, spiders, so on and so forth, with hand make toys made by our selves, and with wealthy children as well as unfortunate children thou from my point of view they wasn’t unfortunate since they were happy, as well as they never envied anyone else or anyone’s life. I remember that I envied them because they were so happy, with what they had, there family and so on. It was as if they had a secret, a secret of happiness. Anyways later as I grew older the ethnic war between Tutsi and Hutu began in Rwanda. The reason was ethnic cleansing and Governmental ruling power. That’s another story, anyways, my farther being a General and only with partial Tutsi blood has to stay, fight and protect his people, though the majority of Rwanda is Hutu. So as the great man he was he sends his family abroad to survive the war, while he stayed to defend his people. Years past as we were scared for his health, as well as we were hiding 5 years because the Swedish Government had denied us Asylum "Permission to stay in a country". And as the years past, as we were scared, the war ended and because of a lot of great people we got Asylum. Throw all those years we had herd nothing from my Farther. I mooned my farther and lived a life without him. " Skipping a couple of chapters in my life/Fast forwarding "I grew up in Sweden, Gave my Queen hell while growing up, till I became the man I became, The man I am today. I lived and went to school in Härnösand, Moved to Sundsvall and had great life with my ex girlfriend, moved to Gotland, Visby/Stockholm, to study International Business - Economics. Soon after that I moved to Oslo which is in Norway to visit my little princess – my little sister. Well there I decided to work and to my joy I got a top job and a great job hired by a top Company with great potencial and opportunity. This is the shortest version of my life. The rest I will fill in while telling different stories since this is going to be like a diary, as well as a place where to write and share my thoughts, idée’s, jokes, songs, metaphor, observations and et cetera.

It’s all me! Yet still I would like to say...

I would like to remind my readers that some things will be from my heart, some true, some honest, some dramatic, some entertaining, some funny, some joking, some provocative, some heartbreaking, some realization, some false, this because I want to keep some truth to my self and those whom I choose. It’s a Great world as well as It’s a Cruel world...